for ambitious_woman Back to Earth, 1750

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There's something about Earth.

Out of all the places out there, all the little planets in the sky, Earth just has something special. He wanted to go back, and he hated that he wanted to go back. He'd ran away from there for a reason; he couldn't cope with it any more. It wasn't like he was even born there, sure he spent over a hundred years there, kicking his heels, saving the place on countless occasions, but it shouldn't matter so much to him! But there he was, sitting on some dirty transporter, wondering about getting back.

He couldn't go back though. He couldn't go back to there and then and the people he left and the people that left him. He'd ran so far across that planet to get away from the things that hurt, but it was just too small. Impossibly small and those troubles were right behind him, peering down from him from above. Guilt weighing down on him that he just couldn't escape.

So he stayed away. He stayed away and kept quiet. Frequented corners of dingy bars and found solace in the bottom of a bottle.

But it wasn't what he wanted, and pretend as he might that he was okay with wallowing, he wasn't. He wanted to be doing something, anything, and that damn feeling that Earth was where he should be just wouldn't quite go away.

That's when he realised; he had only one option. Go back. But not now.

It's also when he realised that he had to fix what had been broken for over a hundred years. He had to get himself back in the game.

Out in space and with the resources on the various ships he'd found himself travelling on, it was surprisingly easy to happen upon the little components and tools he might need. He'd never found them on Earth, but then he never did have that sort of luck. It took a while, but he got there, bit by bit amassing what he needed until finally he could sit down and with care take apart his vortex manipulator and put it back together again with new and renewed working technology.

He could go anywhere.

But where? Earth, of course. But not a place he'd been, not a time he'd been. Somewhere new, but somewhere that would be enough to comfort him in knowing he was 'home'. So he didn't make a decision as such, he just put in some parameters to avoid (Cardiff being the biggest), and he pressed the button and hoped for the best.

When he arrived, without even needing to check he knew he was on Earth. It had that smell, that slight mix of something in the air that always seemed to be there, no matter where or when you were. Good, he thought, good. This was good. He didn't check when or where he was, that could come later. For now he'd explore (and he'd forgotten how nice that could be).

So that's what led him to walking around a vast (and likely very private) garden, lined with intricate designs of flowers and plants. French, he suspected. That was okay, he hadn't been to France in a long time.

Maybe he'd enjoy this.

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For a moment Reinette stared at the offered hand. That was the second time in mere moments this man had caught her off guard, whittling away at the upper hand her language and her home offered her. For all accounts it might have been happenstance, mere accidents he stumbled into. But something in his gaze made her think not.

Truthfully, he could not have known how his action might effect her. But it was a casual interaction rarely seen in Versailles. And oddly intimate as well. Hand to hand, skin to skin. It was the sort of touch one grew to both suspect and leverage.

But there it was, in his expression. The accompanying voice. Something in it whispered threw her, waking up memories and thoughts that were not entirely her own. Through the years she had come to understand why. But that still made it no less disconcerting.

Reinette slipped her hand into his own.

"Captain Harkness."

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And he could see it, something in her eyes that told Jack he'd derailed her, and even if that was only for a moment, a mere fleeting flash before she seemed to deftly recover, he was pleased with himself.

He hadn't travelled like this in a long time. Flitting between time and place at the push of a button. The last time he had he'd adhered to strict rules in his mind. Fitting in was one of them. Sure, he broke those rules on more than one occasion because what are rules for if not to be broken, but he kept to a code. Fitting in: wearing dress of the period being of primary importance.

But here all that fell to the wayside, and he found himself, in many a way, still copying the man he built his character around for over a hundred years. It ought to infuriate him, he was annoyed with him, abandoned again when he needed him most.

But it didn't, and purely for the reason that he didn't even notice. Had no idea at all how time had turned him into a mimic.

He took her hand, but twisted it in his own to shift the greeting from a handshake to something else. Holding it palm up he took his own step towards her, though there was barely room to, and he lifted the upturned hand to his lips, pressing a soft kiss against her knuckles.

"So," he said with the start of a smile, "don't suppose you could tell a guy exactly where he is."

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It was all rather forward of him.

It was much more accepted to kiss the air just above her hand. The actual feel of his lips, warm against her skin was again unexpected. She had not expected to be outdoors so long, and as such her fingers were ungloved. Heat traveled through her fingertips and up her arm. At the very least he had not kissed the inside of her wrist. Then he would have truly not understood accepted standards. Or perhaps flaunted his actions, despite them.

Reinette's gaze flickered to his own again.

Yes, she thought. Flaunted them.

She should be weary of such advances. For all that they could not like her, the men at court also comprehended her position and power. When she first left Louis she had been overrun with both calculated offers and the inept attempt to catch her in dark, shadowed corners. She would do much for their status, they understood. Until it became clear that she would have none of it, and even more? Nor would Louis.

It all left her tired. But she found that in this moment, she did not mind. Perhaps it was the playful, teasing undertones. His almost smile. Or perhaps it was merely that she was a stranger.

She did not know him. But then neither did he know her. It was liberating.

"Versailles, France. The court of Louis XV. Did you not know?"

Her smile tilted then. Something of her own teasing, less practiced.

"Or are we back to your skills as a sightseer. Surely, sure, if it is your aim you should at least be more accomplished in it."

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Despite rules and his (once) importance for adhering to them and the constraints of a time period, there were always parts of his personality that would shine through, the parts that set him apart from those around him. Brazen and unhindered in the way he displayed a sexual side. So much so in fact that in many ways it became almost harmless. Almost, but never quite completely.

It was what hooked people in. One of the many reasons people followed him and didn't stop. It wasn't always a conscious move (though it once had been), but it's who he was, and he wasn't sure he knew how to be any different. It was his identity in a way even his name wasn't. A constant. Without it, he wouldn't be sure he knew who he was.

Gently, and after a longer pause than necessary, Jack released her hand.

"Louis XV? Nice. Very nice. Never been here before," he said with an appreciative smile back down at her.

"Oh I prefer to surprise myself. What's the fun if you know exactly what's coming? Where's the excitement in that?"

His smile widened, and there was a glint in his eye as he looked at her. A glint of expectant adventure, or the tell tale signs of a man that's never too far from trouble.

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Oh but that was strange.

And Reinette was educated to recognize it.

Despite the narrow space between them, Reinette allowed her hand to drift to her side as she took a single step forward, effectively cutting their barrier in half. Her face tilted up, studying the subtle shading of his features, where shadows were created and fell.

There was a look to him that put her own edge, though not in an unpleasant way. Awareness was perhaps a better word. She was aware of this man.

"You are standing behind my tree." And yes, to a certain degree Reinette did view it as hers. "In the most private gardens of Versailles yet do not know where you are. That is most strange."

He did not have the look of clockwork.

"Who are you, Captain Jack Harkness."

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"Mmm it is isn't it?" Jack replied, making no effort to argue or pretend otherwise. He was out of place, he knew that. But instead of allow that fact to be a crutch he'd let it be his support. Let it set him aside but perhaps positively so.

"I'm nobody," he tells her in a half whisper. "I don't exist. I never did and I never will. Figment of your imagination. I'll be gone soon."

Should she sense a slight bitter or hurt edge to his words she wouldn't be wrong. For all his bravado Jack is a damaged man. He'd recover because he always did. But this time the scars were deeper even if they didn't leave phsyical marks he wore them on his shoulders.

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He was exposing himself, however minutely, Reinette recognized. A dance measure in degrees, and finely at that. There was a rawness withing him that she both recognized and understood. It spoke to something within herself.

Jack. Jark Harkness.

She repeated the name within her mind and found it somewhat lacking. It did not tell the story as she saw it. And Reinette was accustomed to seeing a great deal.

"I live in a world where men inhabit my fireplace and clockwork echos at my heels. Things that no one seems to witness, excepting myself. Yet I know that they are real, which I took great steps to prove."

Briefly her hand brushed over his own, in a manner so subtle as to might be an accident. Yes, he was standing there. As was she.

"I do not need my imagination to place you here because you already are. I see you plainly. Whatever you might wish to imagine away, I will not do it for you."

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As she spoke, with or without that backbone of his own pain he found himself slowly smiling. She was sharp, more than sharp. Again he was reminded of Gwen but then Gwen never had such a well practised sophistication. She was raw emotion worn on her sleeve and this Jeanne-Antoinette seemed in that sense quite something else.

"Ohhh you're good," he grinned down at her, admiring her way with words and methods of persistance and making no attempt to hide the fact.

"Like I told you," he said, respecting of her enough to grace her with an explanation even if that in itself would be someway off the truth. "Just a traveller. Here to take a look round and see what I might find. Then I'll be off again."

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Reinette did not blush or defer in the face of his compliment, rather she accepted it as the truth and kept her gaze steadily within his own.

"I am," she agreed, her features once again dressed in an almost-smile.

That was until it compressed itself into a somewhat softer, more thoughtful line. Memories again, both hers and not, swirled like the snow the bite in the air promised.

"What is it that attracts travelers so, to this place. To come and to go." And to leave behind. "You are another one, I suppose. That will take your amusements and yourleave and not be seen again."

It was the closest Reinette would come to speaking about something she held as intensely private. Not even Louis knew, though she knew he suspected there were things she held apart. She knew he was real, had the firmest evidence of that. But oddly enough speaking of his not seemed to promise to make him less so.

"Well then, sightseer of debatable interest -- Captain Harkness -- what shall we do with you today?"

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Jack continued to watch Reinette with a non too veiled curiosity. She was interesting and not just on the surface. She spoke like someone who had experience of things that perhaps most people wouldn't talk about, or even believe. He wondered what that experience entailed.

"Maybe it's the scenery," Jack offered with another backwards shrug. Words entirely too casual and flippant to even possibly be meant.

He couldn't know though, not in his wildest imaginations, that the Doctor himself had been here. In his mind if he'd have known he'd have likely left immediately. The Doctor, for all that he meant to Jack was a reminder of his failings. And he was sure too that he'd been abandoned and ignored by him for a second time. He could only try so hard to impress the man, and he was just a little bit bitter that he hadn't been there when he needed him.

"Well," he said with a slight smirk, "how about we 'do' something to prove I'm more than interesting."

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Again, Reinette studied the man before her with a hard, accessing gaze. There was a brash flippancy to him that might have caused irritation other than the quiet understanding that he was quite capable of supporting it.

He was attractive, she thought somewhat distantly. He managed his words well, which not only suggested intelligence but wit. The two did not always go hand in hand.

If he knew all these things about himself?

Well, she could hardly hold that against him. After all, she was sure of these things in herself as well.

"That is not a word I am light with, just to prepare you."

With that, her hands moved to smooth the lines of her skirt, brushing down in brisk, effective strokes that broke the planes and space between them.

"Louis has a great many daughters, and one of them is celebrating a birthday tonight. Would you be interested in trying your hand at French society?"

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A little voice, a little quiet voice in the back of Jack's mind told him none to gently 'NO'. It shouted at him that this isn't why he'd come here. That he shouldn't be getting involved or joining in or having fun. He shouldn't be... well, acting like Jack Harkness.

He was here to visit, nothing more. To quench his thirst for seeing Earth again. Brush past it, but don't touch it. Don't leave a mark. Just be the shadow of a ghost. But here he was, about to grab it firmly and scrunch it up in his hand.

But then he never really was one for following his own instruction. And that little voice was very small. He could easily ignore it.

"Well French society sounds just up my alley," he grinned at her. "And I'd hate to refuse a party."

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"It might be -- up your alley." Reinette tested the phrase on her tongue, threading the words together. "But you are hardly -- how should it be said -- up its."

She took another step back, this time to critically study his appearance. Everything that followed was brisk. Unaffected.

"You will need a change of clothing. Perhaps a bath."

Reinette lifted her skirts slightly to turn back in the direction of the palace. She cast a glance at the captain over her shoulder.

"Shall we?"

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Jack smirked at her attempt to use his words. They didn't fit well on her lips, yet there was something strangely appealing about hearing them spoken.

"Oh do I now?" he asked with a raised eyebrow. "Well we'll see about that." Once he might have been more eager to change clothes to fit in. To play a game of dress up for an era. But now his clothes had become his uniform; part of his identity. He was a little more reluctant.

He didn't follow her at first. He just stood and watched the lines of the elaborate fabric of her clothes. The way she stood and turned. She had it down to an art form.

"Oh I think we shall."

And he took a step, following next to her.

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Reinette easily navigated the pathways and steps of Versailles, her skirts whispering behind her in a familiar cadence. Always, she watched. The comings and the goings of court. And in turn their reaction to her, and the stranger beside her. In that, she gave them no ground.

Nothing to suggest this was out of the ordinary. Let them wonder. Let them wait. She owed them very little, after all. If anything at all.

She continued to lead the way to her suite of rooms, now located on the lower floors. In the past year she had vacated her rooms famously located just below the kings. The spiral staircase that now linked them was now closed as well, walled away.

She often felt like that staircase. Still reaching, but for something that was now undefined.

"Tell me something of yourself Monsieur Harkness. Is there anything of substance to you, beyond sightseer?"

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Jack walked along behind her with a striding step. He observed the corridors and the places around them, observed the people with their half glances as they passed. He observed the woman a steady step in front of him, unwavering in her movements. Such an intriguing woman.

Jack too, past a cursory glance, paid no attention to the people they passed. No nod in greeting, no smile or mere twitch of the mouth to exchange expressions.

"Oh I've been known to have my moments," Jack replied without really replying at all.

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She entered her sitting room, allowing her guest to follow behind before moving to close the door. Her staff would present itself when requested, but lately she had found herself preferring more solitude.

Wallpaper of a delicate porcelain blue was detailed by hand, brushstrokes breathing life and depth into the room. One wall was anchored with a fireplace, flames licking at its hearth. It was, of course, not the fireplace. The one that childhood fantasies grew about like vines.

That one rested in her bedroom, freshly reclaimed from her childhood home. Faced with making this new space her own, it had been her first instinct. Perhaps because now, at the conclusion of her relationship with Louis, it finally felt permitted within her sense of fairness.

She turned to face Jack.

"You must be sure and inform me when you have one."

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As Jack stepped into the room he slowly paced forward, observing the area around him, taking in the minute details.

He tried to use the appearance of his surroundings to work out who this interesting woman might be. Society indeed, of that he had no doubt. But who exactly, and what was the substance of her. Rooms in this palace, lavish as it was. The palace of Versailles that he understood it was.

In his head he repeated her name. It still tugged away but not enough to give any realisation. "Really should have brushed up on my French history," he mumbled to himself under his breath, before turning his body to fully regard her as she turned.

He was amused by her words. She didn't seem hooked in by him in the way most people were, and that, in its way, was tantalising.

"Who are you, Jeanne-Antoinette?" he asked her, with a curious tilt back of his head, trying to figure her out.

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"I suppose the answer to that question would depend a great deal upon who you ask. I shall give you the polite answer, for the time being."

She might have curtsied then, but they had already teased at that exchange. So instead, if possible, her posture grew even straighter.

"Jeanne-Antionette Poisson, Madame de Pompadour. Most late the mistress of our king, Louis XV." Her smile was somewhat distant. "If you wish for more details, you shall have to speak to them."

Them, of course, being the general crowd they passed on their journey.

"You will have your opportunity this evening." Her tone became more brisk. "That is, of course, if we can make you presentable."

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Madame de Pompadour. Oh now that name rang bells. That name he recognised.

"You're Madame de Pompadour?" he asked with an incredulous tone and a wide grin. Oh now that was just brilliant wasn't it? Someone of historical importance, and not just anyone. He'd read about her, he'd been impressed with her. And now here he was standing in front of her.

"Well, really, that explains a lot." He spoke aloud, but mainly to himself more than anything. It explained her confidence and her manner.

He could have gone on, but no, no something else she said caught him instead.

"--what do you mean presentable? I'll have you know, I look pretty damn good as I am."

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She could not help but smile, something that was less practiced. Less balanced.

"If only your enthusiasm were catching, surely my efforts would be more appreciated."

There was something, again, in his expression. Something that tugged at some undefined place in her middle and in her mind. It seemed to pull her towards him, even when Reinette was absolutely certain she was standing still. He was familiar, somehow.

But perhaps that was merely like recognizing like.

Again, she surveyed him. But this time her eyes lingered, that familiarity coming into play.

"Your shirt is rumpled. There is no accounting for the amount of dust on that coat." She reached forward there, her fingers momentarily moving through his hair. "And you are wearing some of the tree you were admiring before."

With a flourish, she presented him with a twig.

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Jack didn't falter or flinch as she moved. If anything his gaze as she shifted her fingers to his hair was a challenging one; urging her on, seeing how far she dare go. He did so like to push the boundaries.

As her hand withdrew his eyes turned to, and turned to the small twig between her fingers. The corners of his lips turned up into a smirk.

"Yeah," he whispered, "okay. But you've at least got to admit, I wear it well."

He smirked at her, and stood back himself. He paced around her, mirroring quite purposefully the strides she took around him out in the garden. Evaluating.

"So," he asked as he walked, waiting to finish his sentence until he was back standing in front of her, "what is it you want me to wear?"

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She turned the small branch within her fingers a final time.

"Better than most," Reinette allowed, her voice low but tinged with what she conceded as a compliment. She was in a generous mood today, it seemed.

An eyebrow arched, and she could not help but push at the playful banter between them.

"Did you enjoy your walk?"

It was a question she seemed content not to wait for an answer to. Instead she lead the way to another room adjacent to her sitting room. Decorated in ambers it held two large wardrobes and several delicately worked chairs. Through an archway a bath was visible, as well as a dressing screen. She opened one of the wardrobes, and a collection of men's clothing was visible.

"You are of Louis' size, and he never had the opportunity to wear these."

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Jack didn't comment on the compliment, but he filed it away and smirked a little that he'd achieved it.

"Oh I did," he responded with approval as she was already stepping away. He fell into a stride behind her, eyes taking in the surroundings.

Another room, lavish still, and within the wardrobe clothes that were quite literally fit for a king.

"Oh very nice," Jack said approvingly as he thumbed through the assorted coats. Once upon a time he'd rather enjoyed playing dress up, and well, he supposed he could do that again. He wasn't sure about the odd tight things that the men seemed to wear, but he was sure he could pull it off.

"Seeing as you seem to like things in order," he said with a twinge of amusement, "any specific one you'd like me to wear?"

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At that she actually laughed. It sounded light and far away to her own ears.

"I would never direct you in a matter of taste. Especially when you are so sure of your own."

Her hands moved to smooth at her skirts again. She would have to change herself, soon.

"But I will direct my staff to set you a hot bath, should you wish to take one. Louis recently had actual plumbing installed, and it is very much the fashion. But the results thus far are uncertain at best."

She met his gaze again.

"I shall return soon?"

How long, she wondered, did this man require for his toilette?